She sighed and rolled her eyes a little, “Okay… but next time you want to tie me up, just ask me, you don’t have to chloroform me!” While I still considered myself a boy, the way I was dressed and acting made this all feel so natural. Sue told us how she would sit in the front seat of the bus because she knew that the boys behind could see up under the skirt of her tunic in the mirror. She enjoyed the idea of all the boys getting hard looking at her. She also liked to bend over a bit more than she had to, teasing the boys. She was in disbelief, but not angry, “You used chloroform on me!? I wouldn’t have guessed you even knew what that was… wow you really got me!” i didnot know that she was misusing me. in my perspective i was bad. i believe i misbehaved to my fathers sister.

This was over 4 years ago and to this day my friend cant stand him in the same room! Now whenever a function comes up she needs to face him pretending nothing has happened and lie to her society. It will be even harder when she eventually marries because this uncle will always be in her and her future husband's life. At breakfast, auntie announced that we would go to the village for some groceries. She added that she was sorry there were no clothing shops in what was only a village. I was glad of that but I did not let on. My auntie commented that I seem to be happy to wear girls clothes now and I said that they were not too bad. I tried not to seem too excited. For example I have a friend whose uncle took advantage of his position of trust and they had a full blown affair (he was married with a kid). I did try and warn her not to go there but she didnt listen! she like you wanted to go further with her uncle. i noticed that she was forcing to my hand and i clearly understood that she did it purposefully. she used to be very decent.In the morning I showered and put on the padded lacy bra and panties, white petticoat and the pale ye1low dress. The dress was soft and the petticoat made the skirt full swish as I walked. Auntie Joan complemented me on how I looked. I was getting the idea that she was enjoying me being dressed and acting like a girl. I was enjoying it as I well - for the first time I was feeling so complete and full. We hid in the trees and could see that Luke was still at the edge of the river. He was looking around and obviously thought he was alone. He had pulled down his jeans and underwear and was certainly enjoying himself. He was very excited, and Sue and I were getting excited about watching him. Sue slid her hand under her skirt. I could not see much but she was enjoying herself and was not worrying about me watching her. Sue straightened herself up and said we had better go. I was feeling very randy. Well I did, you didn’t have to finish cooking. I gave you a little break from all that working over the stove. I gave you, let’s see, 40 minutes now to rest!” Well dude, she came up to me and asked me for a smoke. She bummed one off and then we started talking." Aunt Lil went to the principal of Ardsley High and proposed that I attend summer school in Manhattan, where she could supervise me. If I passed my exams, she asserted, then I should be allowed to proceed to the ninth grade with the rest of my class. The school complied with her plan, and by mid-June I was in residence at 50 Park Avenue. Aunt Lil moved into the dining alcove and gave me the only bedroom.

Im sorry but this type of behavior from your aunt was unacceptable. She was in a position of high trust and you went to her for advice about sex & growing up, not a biology lesson! It would be false to say that I was always a willing participant in Aunt Lil’s rehabilitation program. I’d sometimes run from the dining room, sobbing and cursing, and when I returned Aunt Lil would hold me and stroke my hair. Until the end of her long life, thirty years later, I was confident that nothing bad could happen to me as long as she was present on this earth; I had no doubt that if we had been passengers on the Titanic, Aunt Lil would have foreseen the iceberg and got us prime seats in the first lifeboat. That summer of ’68, I felt safer in Aunt Lil’s apartment than I had in some time. To my surprise and enjoyment, he accepted me as a girl and seemed quite interested in me. We all sat on the riverbank and talked. Luke had positioned himself on the bank below us where if we wished he could get a good view under our skirts. We all took pleasure in giving him what appeared to be accidental but were actually quite deliberate glimpses of our panties and up to our skirts. Luke was obviously getting very excited although he did not realize we had noticed. I was not sure about going to town but knew I would not be able to get out of it this time. We all headed for the town in the car dressed in our pretty dresses and skirts. I was filled with excitement and fear at some one else seeing me. My cousins told me that I would have no problems passing for a girl and not to worry.

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The next morning was a bit chilly, so after putting on my lacy bra panties and camisole I put on a top and a warm full red skirt. Then I put on a cream jumper that came to my waist. At breakfast that morning I saw the others had dressed much the same - I was happy to see I was getting the hang of being a girl because I really enjoyed it. With my new hairstyle I looked very feminine and I could easily be the younger sister of Sue. On our way to bed aunt gave me a nightie to wear and some cream to rub on in the morning before I had my shower to tidy up any unwanted hair I had.